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Exams are over!
Yea finally.......after a long 1st sem in uni..phew!
sorry for not updating....too busy to write hehe ... :)
anyway, have a great hol ahead! many exciting events coming up....learn as much as u can.
and when the new year comes, another adventurous journey awaits!

see ya!

mummy said dun talk to strangers! (random title haha)

HAHAHA!!!!

Due to Miss Khoo Wei Ling's busy uni schedule and laziness to look after this stranded blog of hers, i will be kind enough to babysit it for just one day... so here i am, if you dunno who i am, MUAHAHA...it's for me to know, and for you to find out... :)

Pardon me for this is my first time blogging, so i can't think of anything to blog.... Miss Khoo Wei Ling said blog about anything but, "dun blog anything bad about me.".. haha... i just figured out what to blog about....

Wei Ling's quite old already leh... she's 20 this year.. haha... she always denies the fact that she's 20 already...... some truths are hard to accept, but still, dun we need to pluck up some courage to face the truth? yah!

one thing that remains a mystery is her love for kids... she adores them to the max!... she has the patience to teach them, to play with them, to talk to them (they talk gibberish).. aiyah oklah, enough about her.... my point is, she loves kids... especially cuter ones like me....

er, actually it's quite difficult to express thoughts in words hoh....haha... what is a blog for? (this is not meant to be an offensive or critical question.. it's a rhetorical question)

to air our views on life and stuff in life... a public journal... a platform to connect with friends on common topics, as in they will most probably be tagging about your posts right? to purposely allow people to know your life story... to vent frustration and anger......

so random.... i'm getting sleepy, quite difficult to continue.... to those who update blogs frequently, i take my hats off you... you are really "something" to have the ability to generate ideas into appropriate words that interest people... *clap clap*... hehe

okok i'll end here... it's getting tougher and tougher....

till we meet again...

anonymous blog reader

problems?challenges?

Many things have been coming my way...and sometimes i just find it so difficult to 'absorb and digest'. It's as if they brush me pass and left their dirt behind, waiting for me to clean the mess up.

I wondered why did God ever give me (or you) challenges?

I saw it as problems before but someone corrected me and said, "God never give us problems. He gives us challenges." I guess all these will one day contribute to the moulding of one's character. If so, how different will I be then?

Starting a new phase in life was tough. Even before going to uni and starting classes, challenges came by in just a snap! I couldn't take it and was totally stressed up + moody...I just didn't feel like starting uni at all. Plus, theory exam is just round the corner...and i'm quite bad at it still. Just to think of all these make me so scared.... so scared if i'll ever pull through.

But God was gracious. He made a way for me even in the tougest of times. He was there. He was faithful. And even till now, i still believe He's there. He never left. I just hope that one day, i'll be able to look back and praise Him for the things He'd done in all that i went through.

Well, somehow i figured out why i went through and is still going through times like these....bcos i asked Him to mould me. I asked Him to give me opportunities to exercise my faith.

Oh well............... :)

<3 Love?

When u begin to like someone of the opposite sex, it'll normally be purely an emotional feeling. Ur eyes wanna see THE person and ur ears wanna hear THAT person's voice. You just wanna be around THAT person...but when u don't get all these, u start to MISS that person.

Many relationships now just stop at this level, which is a very very sad fact because......

Love is more than just feelings
Love requires much sacrifice
Love takes the place of pride
Love protects, the body and heart
Love shares everything, the burdens and joy
Love is being honest and truthful
Love does not doubt
Love forgives even the toughest of matters

Love is a commitment.

Do the rough times in relationships make love stronger? or weaker?
i hope it's not the latter...
by the way, i'm referring to guy grl relationships.... :)

de-mon

There are many theories as to where demons originate from....

Some say they are fallen angels.
This is the most commonly taught theory and i assume they are these.

However, some say they are the offsprings of the sons of God(angels) and daughters of men, who produced giants. These giants are called nephilim and had abnormal bodies. Some have 6 fingers!

A FOOD FOR THOUGHT
Where do YOU think they originate from?
[this will be 1 of the many questions i would like to ask God when i see Him ;) ]

College DAy

Mrs Loi (my chem tutor)




Alan :)





Cute Mr Fong(my form tutor + physics tutor)


Cheryl (OG mate) and Windri (indonesian)

show u something

• Mummy and I were at home on this rainy sunday
• She took my sunglasses
• she wore it
• "give me! i wanna wear too.."
• I wore it
• TADA!!!! TADAA!!
• her curlers were on....made her look extremely odd! haha!
  

down..down

Have been thinking a lot these days...but at times, thinking so much does not lead me to anywhere. Problems (or i would say obstacles) come one after another. It's as if they don't knock on the door and just barge in without giving any warnings.

I really hate times like these.

It makes me feel very fake about myself, very lousy of myself....as if i'm given a '-10 marks' stamp on my body. When i meet others, i have to put on a fake smile and potray that things are fine...fine enough to handle. But when i'm with myself, those things surge up again. Reality is back...It strikes hard. and in the midst of all these, I just could not find any visible being to talk to.

Most of the times, i break down and cry. It feels like nobody could understand what i'm going through. Many times, i want to find someone else to blame. But as i traced back to the source, i had to blame no one but myself. However, when i blame myself, I tend to dwell in self pity. And that's a bad sign. very bad............

How i wish God could talk to me in an audible voice and just chat with me like a friend. I wished He could sit on my bed, cross His legs and hug His pillow while i hug mine......and just CHAT! chat about anything...ANYTHING....

I hope God will read my blog post

a morning at NUS

I went for medical check up at NUS just a few mornings ago...

it was fun ;)

NUS is huge and so a map was needed to locate the hall designated. The 1st step was to register and PAY $30 for Xray scanning. Kiasu-ism was in the air..no money no talk. The staff nurse then asked me, 'did you bring form M?' I looked at her and OH MY GOODNESS!

I forgotten to bring it!! I thought 'die'...then she asked me again, "so yes or no?"

errr......I was still in a daze. was so terrified and thinking of the next step i should take. "no..didn't bring". But thank God she thought of the next step for me. She went to the computer behind her, punched some letters on the keyboard, then the printing machine beside the com roared. TADA! a piece of paper was ejected.....

it was the substitute form M.
phew......................

filled in some particulars and went for eye test + height and weight. I retained my weight BUT grew by 0.7m! ahaha!!!!! 0.7m!! I can't believe it! People told me i stop growing already...but oh yea, they're trying to trick me. :p eyesight was good...only 1 number read wrongly..the aunty said she let me go :D

now here's the part which amused me.........just so dumb la..

I had to undergo urinal test. well, everybody had to.....so i was given a container. I drank water in the morning but.....................unsuccesful la. I took such a long time in the toilet, just trying to prevent myself from getting paiseh. Anyway, i sneaked out and this guy caught my eye. He looked like a typical nerd but oh well, he lives up to the name i gave him.

He was gulping down so many mouthfuls of water!

I had no water bottle...

I was smarter! ;)

Turned on the tap and literally drunk NEWATER......

and of course..........succeeded!

i can't believe i did that...!

Seashells on the seashore

Redang sounds like rendang and mummy kept pronouncing it as reNdang...hehe.

Anyway, i loooooovvvvvvveeeee oceans! they're to me the best evidence, the best image of God's creation. It's just marvellous to step on soft sand and view the ocean....what more to take your first step into the cooling water?

There were plenty of seashells and so i collected some of them...i found that every shell is different from the other, even if it's of the same kind. There were different colours, sizes, shapes and designs. Unique is the word :)

Actually humans are not any different from shells. Did u notice that? We are as unique as these shells, that God created each of us with different features, skin colour, background, talents, giftings etc. Even the most detailed part of us, our thumb prints, are different.

Each of us are different and there is no point in wanting to be another person. I am in this category, not so much of the physical aspect, but more so of who i am, my character, my abilities. (if u get what i mean). It's more of the inside. It's always a challenge to me when other people are better than me in some way. I tend to feel very lousy and sometimes even tried to be like them, all because i compared.

But of course, there's no way that i can be like them unless i'm them.

I was asking God why didn't i have the gift of leadership (to be exact). I know i do because i lead people to God. But i just want something more...i want to be able to lead without being so self conscious (which i am). I meant leadership not only in yf, but also in school. Truthfully, I wasn't a prefect and a monitress in my schooling days. Even if i was, I was not an effective one.

When i saw these seashells, i was reminded that God created me for a purpose, a unique purpose, to do His work in a different way from others. God's kingdom is so huge! There'll surely be a spot where i can fit in, where u can fit in.....it's just a matter of time i guess.

so do not compare.....it is a redundantly painful process. Just accept the way God created u...and one day u'll be amazed at how He can use u.

One last thing! We met a very adorable girl called nicole during our trip.........she's literally a doll!!!! and i realised she loves me alot ......hehe! :D


isn't she CUTEEEE?

please do not despise me!

In John's gospel, Jesus asked Peter three times, "Do you love me?". Notice the 1st time when Peter answered, "Yes Lord. You know that I love you," Jesus' reply was, "Feed My lambs."

Lambs are the young sheep.

Jesus placed high priority on the lambs. He did not think they were unimportant. To Jesus, feeding the lambs was just as important as feeding the sheep.

well...

On Family day, I was helping out with the water balloons, filling them up with water and tying them tight. Then Joshua (the shelter kid...the cute one. hehe) came along. He wanted to help out. So without permission, he took a balloon and filled it up at the tap. Just a few seconds later, the balloon burst!!

he screamed
i screamed

I was already rushing for the next game and there he was playing with the balloons. I shouted at him.....I couldn't believe i shouted at him! I actually shouted at him! I didn't know why i did that but i was really mean..I think he got scared of me and tried to fill the balloons carefully so it won't burst. Then asked me gently to tie for him..

Oh my goodness....................at that moment he asked me to tie, my heart melted and i regretted, TOTALLY, for shouting at him. I guessed my conscience was pricked. God was teaching me to love them despite their "clumsiness" (in this case).

I did not analyse the passage(above) well enough to catch that point. but now i understood why Jesus said that.
Since He did not underestimate children, so we shouldn't as well..do not think that they're too young for many things; do not think they're immature. Let them be involved in the things that you do..in anything, make them a part of it and not push them away.

They'll be very delighted to be part of your team... :D

God's grace

I got into BIOENGINEERING!!!

i studied physics....

I don't know how to describe my feelings now...but i know it's overflowing with thankfulness to God. Somehow when i got it, i weren't disappointed. I weren't discouraged. I was excited! I knew deep inside that it was God's will for me despite it being not my 1st or 2nd or 3rd or etc choice....(well it's a looooonnnnnnggggg story of how i got to this stage). BUT it was God's grace and i experienced His greatness throughout!

He(GOD) is REAL! really really.....I didn't bluff u!

But what is bioengineering all about?

ahh! i'm so excited! Weiling becoming an ENGINEER?
There will be so much to discover in the years to come.......

amusing happenings

It's interesting to observe the happenings on Singapore roads...For the many years i've been living here, never in my life have i come across such amusing scenes.

I took a bus to tuition class and just a couple of minutes after alighting the bus, i saw a yellow car (dunno what brand it is..but it's a very cute, round car). It was waiting at the petrol station exit, ensuring there was no car before touching on the main road. so i was waiting for it to get out of that exit. wait and wait........and WAITING

what on earth is this car doing? mati engine? or what? i need to cross the road to get to class!

so i turned back and looked......huh? no car what, why don't come out? and soon, as that thought came, it FINALLY shot out into the main road BUT went in the opposite direction and turned into a small road.
IT WENT AGAINST TRAFFIC FLOW!!
i stood there dazed. apparently i caught myself staring into air..SLAP!

After tuition, i headed for the pedestrian crossing and................KLONG!! A motorcycle helmet was rolling on the tar road! ahh!! -_- the poor helmet rolled all the way like a ball....it was a pretty cute sight. i imagined it as an ostrich egg. haha! rider stopped by the side and retrieved his helmet..i felt paiseh for him.

i had a great laugh... in my heart of course :p

amusing......amusing...

through a T.R.E.E

The weather yesterday was brilliant and as i was in the midst of my Qt, i looked out the window and as usual, the what i called "long beans" tree stood tall and firm before my sight. (It has fruits that look like the longer version of long beans..and if it drops on u, oh oh..God bless u ;p).

I didn't know what i was thinking and i saw a branch sticking out of its bark. It was a lonely branch with it's own support and own bunch of leaves. And i thought, christians are not meant to be like that branch......christians are made for fellowship, not only with our Creator, but also with His people..We were not made to live life in seclusion.

As these thoughts were still running, i saw other parts of the tree. The others were all in bunches. They were close together and the leaves grew in such a way that it looked like broccoli. YES! Christians are made that way! God made us this way.....with Him as the source and support, and simultaneously developing good relationships with His people.

On the same night, i was reading this book on "Radical Gratitude". This passage popped out at me.

"For when God pulls us into a vertical relationship with Himself, He also draws us into a horizontal relationship with other believers. NO FOLLOWER OF CHRIST IS ALONE."

I was like wOW! It actually matched with my random thought just that morning! God is so amazing.....and He's really creative to speak through a tree. :D it's just my experience with God..a very COOL one :) Just wanna share it with u and tell you that you're not alone when things are going rough. You can share with those u trust and pray together...

God works mightily through prayers..

the unexpected

I was in KL with family just last saturday...it has been a long time since we went out as a family and therefore, the trip was a pleasant one :)

I love family trips.....best still, with all my cousins and relatives. :D

Whenever we go to KL, food was NEVER out of the list of "things to do", especially ROJAK! there's this rojak shop in subang jaya. Not really a shop but just a small stall under a mammoth tree....nevertheless, there's always a bee line of homosapiens.

oh no....i'm missing it now.

Then i was reminded of what happened years ago at the rojak stall.
I was drowned in my rojak and i couldn't bother much about what's going on around me. just my rojak and me.....i was enjoying the breeze and the sound of wind rushing through the leaves of trees.

and suddenly.....................................'splat'....

what a sound....i didn't bother cos well, it's only a sound out of the many sounds i was hearing. so i continued my eating and THERE! what a disgusting sight! u guessed it?

BIRD SHIT! not anywhere.......ON MY PLATE!
i haven't finished yet! why??!??!!
I was so angry at the bird...whichever bird it was! SO inconsiderate! If there's a fine for that bird, i'll make sure it gets it's fine..............

so that day as i was eating rojak again, i made sure (200% sure) that there was no bird up on the tree.

But still, to be 300% sure, eat it in the shelter...
:D however, it was an adventure! hehe!
i love adventures............................like climbing a tree! or driving a ferarri on the highway?! or be a worker in the chocolate factory!! hmmmmmmmmm.............

food night

We had a reunion dinner at Seoul Garden in Taka a few nights back...
it was called the "kluangnites in sg" gathering...haha!
We're all 'home missing' people..so much so that there were 2 consecutive dinners, one after another..

HUh?
yea it's true..

Well, it's actually very encouraging to find people from ur own towns in another country. The worst is to be the only one stranded in another country where every day, no fail, breakfast+lunch+dinner+supper=chap fan (chinese mixed rice). [right or not ryan?? :)]

that night was so cool, so fun and so entertaining. Each of them (ly, merv, ryan, eunice, tienli, mich and me) had something to share, where one topic leads to another non-stop. so much that the waiter came by and hinted to us the time they'll be closing..HAHA!

There were so much food! (cos it's buffet style) and..............................................so so much ice cream!!! hmmmm.....yummy! I ate 3 scoops of them..superb!

but there was this sushi we called it the PINK THING....and yea, it was pink. I took 3 of them and none was eaten cos it was pink. ?? ??? so i tried one.

YUCKS! it was horrible! so how? nobody dared to eat it...and there was a sign at the cashier which said, "$5 will be charged for every 100g of food wasted". then brains started cracking some silly ideas on how to get rid of the PINK THING without eating them.. -_-

and eunice said do it like Mr Bean! stuck it under the plate...haha! that was a brilliant idea!!
(Mr Bean stucked his 'steak' under his plate......so silly...but smart ;)

and u know what silly ryan did with an egg?? haha! i tell you....u wouldnt believe it

1. He picked up an egg with his CHOPSTICKS and lowered the shelly egg into the hot soup.
2. "Why?? why on earth did u do that ryan??"
3. I want to cook hard boiled egg.......
4. He thought for a while....yea maybe he shouldnt do that.
5. so............he picked up the egg with his CHOPSTICKS again!
6. and as everyone knows, CHOPSTICKS are not meant for EGGs...
   
7. use the spoon...............................................use the spoon.......................................
   

it was a wonderful gathering though my skin cells were tearing due to overeating.. argh!

He's always waiting

Here's Jeremiah 13.

Go read from verses 1-7....

This concept struck me as i was reading it. I never saw this passage in this kind of light before. and i was amazed at how God reveals His heart slowly to me as i spent quiet moments just with Him alone..

This is it- God reveals His desires and purposes for each of our lives bit by bit, step by step, just like how He revealed His instructions to Jeremiah in this passage. If you noticed, He clearly revealed as to what to do now and next. He does not reveal them all at one go, for the sole purpose that we will cling onto Him continuously; that we will spend time every day to draw close to Him and listen for his small voice. It is in life's challenges that we will run to Him for comfort and refuge which no man can offer.

Think of why God gives us so many challenges, one after another? Apart from moulding us and building our character...He wants us to run to Him like how children would run to their father! He wants to assure us and embrace us.

Now i realised and understand that my Father in Heaven is ALWAYS waiting for me, to speak to me and to show me many wonderful plans He has for my life.

All i (or we) have to do is to spend time with Daddy......then only will we recognise His voice.

a boy @ Eden's Day

1st May=Eden's Day !!

For the 1st time, there's a children counter as a stall at Eden's Day. I was helping at the counter and wow! so many kids! It was only 8 plus and the counter was teeming with children...i got excited everytime a kid entered the main entrance :) We had lots of activites to keep them occupied but it only seemed that they preferred colouring and balloon sculpturing. haha! kids........

Thank God i learnt balloon sculpturing in JC in my CCA...cos it's a very effective way of reaching out to children...cos u have what they love-balloons! There were many children, all busy with their colouring and chocolates. However, this one boy caught my eyes.

He was a very shy and timid boy. He was always tagging behind mummy and holding on tightly to her shirt when she wanted to bring him for colouring. His face turned sour and tears will start to well up in his fearful eyes. His mum was busy with her stall, so she had no choice but to send him for colouring for a while. I thought, what a difficult case.....

It was only after giving him a few chocolate sticks and a bear shaped balloon then did he willingly sit down on the chair placed just outside the my counter. I thought again..........a very difficult case. I saw him sitting there by his own, so i went forward to chat with him.

He was a stone when i talked to him. Totally a stone..

Gave him a balloon to hold on too.......no response
invite him for colouring............no response
blablabla.........no response

THEN i saw a white blue tack in his left palm...i opened his palm and took it, asking who gave it to him? could i take a look at it? and u know what? you know what?
the SILENT boy SPOKE!
haha! i was so delighted! he spoke to say," mummy gave me..."!!

a miracle....hah! Thank God! :D so i continued...asked him to put some of the white substance on the bear balloon as its eyes ...and he nodded his head. yes! he said ok! and there his fingers moved..haha! then, i asked him if he wanted to colour, bcos his bear also wanted to colour, together with him....

and? He said oK! he said ok ok ok ok!
AHHHH!!!! I was so thankful that he finally broke out of his shyness and fear...
Thank God!

see? God can work amazingly even in little things like this.. :) Isn't He wonderful?? I still can't believe it....these small breakthroughs in children's lives affect them in their development. Believe it or not, they do, because it's in childhood that their values, mindsets, surroundings etc are easily moulded and most vulnerable to bad influences.

So.....please be a good parent to your future children :)

what a day AGAIN!

Today's like a continuation of yesterday's story...AHH!

It was peaceful on a normal tuesday morning in Sg...but chaos started to set in when i went for my first tuition class for today. AHHH!!! I can't believe it's that ridiculous!

I was supposed to have a class with a primary 5 girl somewhere quite far from my house at 5pm. So i went there and since it was a Condo, i had to go through security check first, call the house and all that procedures la, to ensure i'm not a conman(or con girl?) or something....if i look like a con girl, anyone can easily be a con!! waited outside for a few minutes just to get an answer of, "the owner doesn't recognise you."

I started to heat up within...i came before dear owner!!!

So i called the granny (apparently the granny seems to be more concerned about her granddaughter's studies than her parents....i wonder why??) and said i'm the tuition teacher..then she told me sorry...cos the girl was not home from a school outing yet. so can't have tuition..

SORRY??

what sorry!? i don't want sorry! i travelled all the way to give tuition and not to hear you say sorry! AHHH!!! I was so pissed off with her forgetfulness and also with her not replying my sms when i replied her.....but can forgive a bit cos she's an old lady. but still......!

Moreover, the primary 3 girl (Wei Lin) wanted to watch the last episode of the HK series at 7pm tonight, so her mother called me to change time.

I heated up even more........................................

my mood was all gone by then...gone! What on earth is all these? I'm only a small tuition teacher....please have mercy with your last minutes! I dislike last minutes!

last minutes are no minutes with lame excuses.......................

anyway, i finally arranged a time for WeiLin so she can watch her last episode (-_-) and i realised i didn't make her do a lot of work. We were chatting most of the time...and i told her my crazy day with all these crazy happenings. I was surprised she understood me! WOW! She even gave me her opinions......

I was comforted......really..

Despite all these messiness, I still thank God for the wonderful things that happened @ other parts of the day, including wei buying dinner for me and daddy offering his car rides to me. :) :) Thank you daddy and wei so much! I really appreciate ur help..... :D

I'm hoping that tmr will be a better day..CHEERS!

what a day!

Phew!

What a Monday!

I was very tired and napped a while in the afternoon...and i was blur enough to set my alarm at 3.51pm when i had music teaching at 3.30pm. I got a shock when the phone call came from the parent..AHHH!!!

I OVERSLEPT!!

I couldn't believe i overslept! i seldom do that! so quickly i got up and rushed to the studio...even after class my mind was still in the rushing mode. I tend to do things so quickly without stopping..oh my! Is that the side effect? haha.........

Overall, today was a rushing day.....i don't like this kind of lifestyle. but i guess it's just how the world is now..

fast fast fast.................

i saw SEX!

I'm currently reading this book by John and Stasi Eldredge, called Captivating- Unveiling the Mystery of a Woman's Soul. It's a pretty book with nice clothings. :) But most of all is its contents...they were beautiful in the sense that they speak directly into my heart. I believe not only mine, but all women....

What I found so true is that women are afraid of being abandoned, of being left alone....well, i am whom the book describes as. This is only one part which impacted me as i was reading...there're of course more about women :) U can borrow it if u want to but after i finish reading....guys also can :) hehe...

A few days ago, i was reading on this chapter, "Romanced", where God is our romancer. He says in Jeremiah 31:3, "I have loved you with an EVERLASTING love.". Don't you find it so so amazing to be loved by a God so high? :) Then came a part of this chapter........i'll just summarise it for u.

John(Stasi's husband) was on a business trip to Oregon and he took some time alone to be with God, and went down to the beach. He walked and prayed and finally sat down on the sand to watch the waves upon the sea. Then he SAW it!! He saw a huge plume of water shoot up into the sky and a massive humpback whale appeared right before him. There was no one around and the time of the whale's annual migration had long passed. John knew it was a gift from God to his heart alone, a gift from the Lover of his heart.

John then told Stasi about his experience and Stasi wanted it for herself too.....so she took an opportunity to be alone with God, similarly by the sea in another place different from John. She wanted a whale too and asked God for it. But she waited and waited, the whale did not appear?? So after waiting for quite a while, she got up and went. (okok, here's the cool part..!) As she was walking, she came upon a starfish, a beautiful orange startfish. And at once she knew it was a gift from God to her. God didn't give her a whale but a stunning starfish! She thanked him for it and as she walked on, she came upon a sight which she will never forget. There before her, behind her, surrounding her, there were hundreds of starfish! Zillions of them! There were purple, orange and blue ones in all sizes! Her heart jumped for joy because she knew God didn't just love her, He LOOOOVED her!


Isn't that amazing???? ahh!!! I want that too! I was so tired of everything that happened in my life recently.....so so tired. and afraid at the same time..About future studies and relationships etc. I just fell before Him and cried. Then i remembered this incident in the book.

I didn't ask for a whale or starfish....haha! so weird to see a whale in my backyard! i asked for butterflies...i told GOd to cheer me up with butterflies. i want to see very colourful ones....as usual, i waited and waited. I was staring out of my window and nothing flew pass..so i thought i wouldn't get to see the butterflies. so i drew my curtains..

And as i wanting to drive to yf, i started my car engine, a housefly flew towards my car windscreen and stucked itself there..i was disgusted at it. I was wondering how come this housefly is so huge? as i took a closer look, oh my goodness!!!! guess what???

THEY WERE HAVING SEX!!! RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES!!!

I can't believe it! After watching so many documentaries on animal planet, I've never seen flies mating before...and there they were, the male on top of the female. It was wonderful to see them doing that thing so close up! cool isn't it??and in yf, the topic was on healthy relationships. HAHA! what a match!

And only last night then i realised, it was actually a gift from God to me! It was just like how John got a whale and Stasi got startfishes! I got houseflies! hehe! well, it may sound so untrue, how could God give me houseflies as a gift?? But i just know it....and i was so delighted! i want more Lord! I want more! thank you so much! I know you LOOOVVEE me!

But previously in the car, i didn't realise it was a gift from God.......i was naughty. I swept the couple of with my wipers!!..........

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! Oops.....sorry God!

Learning

Un-learn and re-learn........

I'm trying and will try my best Lord. but it's difficult...so difficult :(
it hurts so much..so badly.....

but I'll trust you..i will.

Please make a way...it's my prayer that everything will turn out beautiful Lord.

$$$

As i was reading the newspaper this morning, the pages were flooded with, "prices are rising!". In the past few weeks, I didn't feel that i was affected by it...and to me this issue was somehow a distant crisis that doesn't require help from small figures like me.

However, it did knock me on the head this morning..OUCH!

Inflation hits 26 year record high for March in Singapore. Practically everything rose.

1. Recreation (that means i should play less badminton? how can?!)
   
2. Health care (don't fall sick!)
   
3. Education and stationery
   
4. Housing
   
5. Food (must eat lesser now...aiyoh!)
   
6. Clothing (no more shopping :( ) and footwear
   
7. Transport and communication.

But of course looking at singapore alone is insufficient..my teachers used to tell me, "Singapore is not the whole world!!" Haha...it made sense :)

Thailand is to set aside more land for farming so that rice production can increase from 9.2 million ha to 9.7 million ha. Yes it is one probable way of controlling the rise in prices for food but what if the weather doesn't permit good crop yield? then how?? Plus Europe is returning to burning coal for energy becos oil and gas prices are soaring. Coal is the dirtiest way of obtaining energy! Can't imagine the skies being so polluted! yucks! Even if it involves clean coal (where they try to reduce pollution caused by burning of coal), it would cost billions of dollars in investment and more advanced technology.

Ok my point of all saying all these is not to bore u with statistics but to remind u again of what this world is becoming of. Every day new problems arises...one leads to another. It's like a cycle. They never seem to end. What will become of this earth? I don't dare to imagine..I wonder if there will be any future for our children and our children's children??

The world is dying!! :( So please do your best to save it....save electricity and water and don't waste food (i'm trying too...hehe).

No. 2

OK...

after 2 months and 7 days, this is my 2nd post..
haha! so pathetic!

But anyway, i had home tuition in singapore, teaching a primary 3 girl also called (Wei Ling-g=Wei Lin). She's very talkative and sometimes i'm just irritated bcos i can't keep up with her talking.

I've taught her for almost 3 weeks already and u know what? Everytime i pressed the doorbell of her HUGE 3-storey mansion, a 3 year old will come running to the door. I assumed she was welcoming me...so adorable! and i'm so honoured :) plus she smiled at me each time i waved at her from outside!

Today was quite a lonely day :( Cos wei went to school early as usual, mummy is in taiwan and daddy went out early too. So when i woke up, i saw nobody........that feeling is bad bad bad. But i realised i can complete many more things when i'm alone..My morning started of getting really pissed off when i realised that the laptop was gone!

It was lying there on the table last night! I knew wei took it to school...cos when i was in JC, my friends brought laptops to school becos of Project Work (PW)-counted as an A-level subject but its existence is really of no constructive purpose at all. I smsed wei twice to tell her off bcos i needed to use it! and when she replied, she said daddy was going to bring it home soon..

OOPSie......................so paiseh! and i was so argh! sorry for telling her off any-oh-how..didn't wanna quarrel on the first day of mummy-less. I was commanded in that sense to take care of her and wash her clothes and boil the water and this and that.

and tmr, i'm going to cook lunch for myself! hehe....i'm not the cooking type of girl (unlike pek pek), so it is a challenge. I'm the guinea pig of my cooking!

i'm BCK

hello!!! i'm back...muahaha..
i dont know if this will last long too but jus trying out la.hehe :)
testing here..i dont like the blogskin they offer..
SO UGLY